February 16th

February 16th would have been my two-year wedding anniversary if I hadn’t separated from my wife a little less than four months ago. To think, I would have been married for 2 years today!

I hugged my wife tight and danced with her. I made her happy with her favourite treats. I saw her smile and heard her laugh. I held her in my arms again tonight and remembered why I fell in love with her three years ago. Everything’s a little bittersweet now…

Confessions

maybe not so secretly… ‘cuz now I can say it out loud

EH- after all these years, hearing your voice still warms my heart and talking to you still makes me smile. Every time I call I hope you’d pick up. I know there’s nothing to be done anymore even though we may still have a spark for each other… I’ve beat the subject to the ground, I know. But please just let me indulge and be selfish! I don’t think I can ever cut you completely out of my life. How I wish to see you again; to hug you tight in my arms, kiss you passionately and remember what it was like even before I had the chance to find out.

HG- I seem to be all over the place. That’s because I have no idea what I’m doing. This whole thing is all so new to me… Sorry!

AB- always wishing we could spend more time together! You’re oh-so-magical (in a way that heals my soul). Catch up when you’re back?

AM- you’re so damn cute. If you were in Vancouver I’d be all over you.

LH- I’m already freaking out about who to bring as a date to your wedding. Ugh, #firstworldproblems!

SK- I still think about that make-out video we promised to SY that have yet to take place.

RS- Remember years ago, when you asked me to kiss you and I asked, “why?” Well, I was being a dumb-ass and I’m sorry. Let me make it up to you?

MP & HR- I can’t even. I just can’t and won’t be bothered.