“Hi, it’s me. The heart you broke two weeks ago? I know you blocked my number because my calls go straight to voicemail. Perhaps that is the single best decision you’ve made in our relationship because your voice was all I wanted to hear at the end of a long night, when I have no one else to talk to. I’m sure all of my friends -you included- are tired of my sadness charades or spells in the weeks following that fateful e-mail.
But you’re a hard drug that’s difficult to quit. My brain may be able to take the break-up for what it is, but my delicate and agonizing heart is screaming and sinking. The constant nagging and tugging for a dose of you, the outbursts of tears and the feeling of emptiness all point to a ‘withdrawal’. And there’s nothing I can do to get a fix… except maybe hearing your cheery greeting that is all too facetious for my intents and purposes.
Hi, it’s me. I know there’s nothing you or I can do to calm my mourning heart, but I just needed a fix… there’s so many things I want to say to you, but never will I spell them out in written form because some things are better said in person than not at all. So I guess I’ll just have to hold on to those words until I forget.
Hi, it’s me.”