What are the benefits of being in a relationship? Why do people partner up and get themselves tangled in that messy messy web of relationships? Why put themselves through the trouble of negotiating compromise and the risk of getting hurt?
For me, it’s the fact that I get to share my life and my journey with someone else in this bizarre, cruel, and unfair world. I am saddest when I have no one with whom I can share many of life’s awesome moments. The greatest joy known to me is to be able to share my happiness so that others can be happy, too. Perhaps coming home to someone, snuggling at night in bed, and waking up in the morning to the face of your loved one sleeping is enough. Or the fact that knowing someone cares about what you’re doing in your life is sufficient to justify having a partner. But ultimately, it’s all about the sharing. (Also why our lives have been taken over by a storm called social media: being able to share digitally to a bigger audience and getting praised for that ‘shareability’.)
When a relationship ends, you are faced with the stark loneliness of spending nights by yourself. There’s no one to hear your woes or struggles at the end of the day; there’s no one to whom you could tell that funny thing that happened at work, and there’s definitely no one with whom you could unwind slowly. You are you. Alone with your thoughts and by yourself in your apartment. No one to help you sort out that work-life balance, no one to tell you what to do; no one to dictate how best to spend your time, and certainly no one to help you cook dinner or wash the dishes at home… but at the same time no one will draw your attention away from that TV show you’re desperate to finish.
I’ve always been a kid who didn’t want to grow up. I never had big aspirations or realizations of “when I grow up, I’m going to be…” when I was little. However, now that I’ve aged past a quarter-century, I proudly tell people that I am secretly 5 at heart. And it’s not far from the truth. My bestie says she always feels like a kid when she’s around me (I also think that’s the best kind of superpower to have). I am the silliest and always come up with the most intriguing (read: bizarre) ideas in a group of friends. But I love it. I embrace every single minute and every single moment that I get to be a kid without consequence.
It’s just the times when you have to be a grown-up that suck. When you have to do your taxes, pay the bills, deal with your emotions that are all too real, or simply navigate through the dark trenches of the world filled with traps, you have to put on a brave face, pretend everything’s under control, and pray to God (or whatever spirituality you believe in) that you don’t make mistakes. All but fun and games. THAT’s when being in a relationship can be the most beneficial – because if you fall, the hope is your partner will help you get back up. Or, if they don’t know how to help, they’ll at least tread the waters and keep you company in your pool of deep shit.