I was finally able to take a week off from work at the beginning of September for some much-needed vacation time. I had been working non-stop since March with only about a handful of days off each month, and I was burning out constantly. There were days where I’d be one, two hours late to work. Days where I slept through my alarm because I wasn’t getting enough sleep and I wasn’t taking the best care of myself. There were days when I wanted to write so much but didn’t have time to. There were mornings where sleeping in for 30 minutes to an hour could have made all the difference, and there were times where showers would have been appreciated.
Needless to say, I was more than ecstatic about my vacation. I was set on going to Tofino right from the start. It was a close-enough destination from Vancouver, and a week sounded about the right amount of time to be there. I’ve lived in the Lower Mainland for 16 years and had not been to the west-coast of the island: it was time. Friends also raved about the place; naturally I had to see it for myself!
My family and some family friends decided to join me at the last minute in Ucluelet for the September long weekend. I scrambled to find a camping spot -booking anything last-minute for the last long weekend before school started was a challenge, to say the least- but I managed to secure the Ucluelet Campground for two nights. Our destinations were spontaneous. There were tons of beaches to visit and activities to check out, but their time on the island was so short that I let them decide what they want to do.
It started pouring just as we pulled into our spot at the campground. It made for a very wet and cold first night. We were soaked just setting up the tents and tarps, and our wet clothes stayed wet even when we packed up camp. But we did get a morning’s surf in. Tofino waves were a lot harder to navigate the the mild, warm, and calm Hawaii waters. It was quite fun nevertheless, and I think I am going to give it another shot if i do go back.
The family rushed back on Monday because they’re people with real 9-5 jobs that start the next day (luckily for me I’m not), so I caught a bus to Tofino and stayed at a place called the Tofino Travellers Guesthouse. Let me rave a little about this guesthouse: it’s by far the best place I’ve stayed at, ever. It felt more like home than home for me because I didn’t have to hide who I am. I get to be myself and behave without feeling like I am being judged. Most of the people staying there is travelling by themselves, and everyone is super friendly and welcoming! It was like having the big family I never knew I missed. The waffle breakfast, of course, adds bonus points!
I spent a day by myself, biking to nearby beaches in Tofino and seeing the town. I stopped to have lunch at Tacofino (obviously), and checked out their brewery. My last full day in town was spent at Hot Springs Cove. The boat ride was fun, and the trip was nice. But I probably wouldn’t do it again for the amount of dough I dropped.
Now, let me try to illustrate how this trip was such a positive experience. I went to Tofino with the expectation that it’ll look like most small costal BC towns -and it does-, but it had a much different energy/ vibe. Perhaps it has something to do with being a surf destination, so most people who are there are there for the waves. I can’t quite exactly pin-point my intrigue with Tofino, and I’m surprised that I love the place as much as my friends said I would.
On the morning before I flew home, I went down by the water to clear my head and soak in some Vitamin D. It was there that my brain wandered to the deep dark side of “searching for one’s purpose in life”. Sitting on the dock and thinking about what to do with the rest of my life gave me a real kick in the arse. Why do I want to make films? What are the stories I want to tell? Why am I telling these stories? What do I want to say with these films I want to make? Does my voice really matter? Do I really want to keep doing this for the rest of my life? What AM I doing with my life? I was dumbfounded and caught by surprise at what I had asked myself. They are important but scary questions. I didn’t know what to do or what to think. It was definitely a much-needed perspective though; because I was able to leave my responsibilities behind for a few days.
Coming home was hard. I was sad and reluctant to go. There could have been so many new possible adventures had I stayed! I’d have time to think and write! I can’t stay in this rut of work forever…
I believe the experience at the guesthouse made my overall Tofino experience that much more memorable. If I didn’t stay there I probably wouldn’t have had as much fun as I did. I most certainly wouldn’t have made any friends if I stayed elsewhere. And if I ever go back for another visit, the guesthouse is where you’ll find me! The owner of the house was right; I definitely left a piece of my heart back in Tofino.